Haix, sometimes i wonder, what thing have been pushing me to work hard. And i just want to ask around, what makes humans work so hard when they will eventually die one day. For myself, i haven't found out that answer yet. Life's full of emotions, ups and downs. Feeling sad, happy, fustrated, tired, shocked etc. Many emotions comes out from humans as they feel something and react to it when something happens. I myself face it a lot too. If only there only existed Happy this emotions, everyone will be living happily without thinking of the reason why they live and they wouldn't have ask and think so much about life. Sometimes if i think, my life's boring and i hate it for being boring. why wouldn't my life be more exciting and interesting. Interesting things don't happen on me but instead only sad and bad things happen on me. Call me the unlucky one. Right now i'm still standing here finding my reason to live, i guess one reason, just one will do! I guess i am over-thinking of things, maybe things are not as complicated as i think. I'm very lazy indeed but that's because i don't have the reason to work hard. Everydays the same and its repeating itself all the while. If things are different everyday, life would've been more interesting then before. WHY, why do people work so hard!? perhaps people may think i will "xiang bu kai" now, but tell you what i won't. I'm just bored and real bored that i posted all this. This is the longest post in history that i've posted so far. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees, but i'm serious about what i am writing. i shall contiune this topic next time. Buaibuai.